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How to do it?

Journal Entry: Fri May 9, 2008, 10:23 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: No Air
How to do it,
What to say,
When my world starts to
Wash away
Schools hard
Smoking
Realizations

My life the mirror
Reflective and decorated
Beautiful
Perfect
Then the mirror slipped
And the beauty
I had worked so hard
To keep beautiful
Shattered

I wanted to be your friend
But then you caused me pain
I tried to wash
The hurt away
But you called me
Softly
In my dreams
And I would curl
Up in a ball and cry

Confusion
Hurt
Anger
Hatred
I hate those feelings
Yet they fueled
All my stories
Pictures
Life
I turned away
From the evil hate
But with its red eyes piercing
It followed me
Hunted me like a deer
But I’ve given in
Again and again
Wanting to throw it away
What is the way
To save my soul
From the pain you’ve caused me
And as I watch you from my heart,
I have to say
Good-bye

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  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: Seattle
  • Interests: Art, Music, Reading, Theater, Science, MATH!
  • Favourite movie: Pride And Predjudice
  • Favourite band or musician: Musical-LesMis, Wicked, Rent, Phantom, and Sweeney Todd
  • Favourite genre of music: Theater/Musical
  • Favourite artist: Kunoichi San
  • Favourite poet or writer: JK Rowling and Stephenie Meyer
  • Favourite photographer: Dad
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts 1&2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil

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~ssfrozenfire:iconssfrozenfire: Jun 16, 2008, 12:01:49 AM
I will send them, I promise! Just have to fix 'em up a bit. Sorry! Been distracted!
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: Jun 8, 2008, 6:40:32 PM Mood: Caring
I love You too. youmy best friend
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: May 24, 2008, 9:54:27 PM
ha...funny. Im sooo exhasted. I need sleep. how wasyour day?
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: May 21, 2008, 1:47:48 PM
I shall win the next war!
~xBeautifulDreamerx:iconxBeautifulDreamerx: May 20, 2008, 9:49:53 PM
*dances* :D hehe

--
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Seuss
~jagalskarmusik:iconjagalskarmusik: May 20, 2008, 9:10:17 PM
...i just saw a zip-loc bag of tea sitting on my counter and i thought it was weed...
~xBeautifulDreamerx:iconxBeautifulDreamerx: May 20, 2008, 3:55:10 PM
:dance:
I win! :D

--
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Seuss
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: May 20, 2008, 9:23:26 AM
I Can't survive! The love is CRUSHING me!
~xBeautifulDreamerx:iconxBeautifulDreamerx: May 19, 2008, 7:40:43 PM
LOL!

:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY! ILY!

:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

You better be drowning in love now! =P

--
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Seuss
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: May 19, 2008, 6:49:33 PM
ILY WAR!

ILYILYILYILYILYILYILYILIYILYILYILYILYILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


(I'mso wierd.)
~xBeautifulDreamerx:iconxBeautifulDreamerx: May 19, 2008, 2:59:29 PM
hahaha :XD:
:heart: ILY :D

--
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Seuss
~xBeautifulDreamerx:iconxBeautifulDreamerx: May 18, 2008, 5:28:39 PM
haha :XD:
I hope you find out soon! :D

--
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Seuss
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: May 18, 2008, 1:08:47 PM
I don't even know yet. Oh well
~jagalskarmusik:iconjagalskarmusik: May 18, 2008, 11:39:02 AM
ummm i set up an account and surfed around...
some songs are for download; some aren't...
~xBeautifulDreamerx:iconxBeautifulDreamerx: May 18, 2008, 10:24:25 AM
Me niether! LOL!
I should probably do that sometime soon. =P
What are you writing your Religion paper on?

Haha, oh Nancy, what are we going to do with that girl? :D

--
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Seuss
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: May 18, 2008, 10:21:36 AM
I have to go...parental unit says so
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: May 18, 2008, 10:18:55 AM
I haven't even started the homework I was supposed to have done yesterday or my Religion paper, but who cares? Only Nancy has finished the religion paper (she finished it months ago)
~xBeautifulDreamerx:iconxBeautifulDreamerx: May 18, 2008, 10:14:19 AM
Haha, oh my goodness, thank you :XD:

--
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Seuss
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: May 18, 2008, 10:12:08 AM
You are SO not overweight! your to tiny. In a good way. and you should.
~xBeautifulDreamerx:iconxBeautifulDreamerx: May 18, 2008, 10:07:49 AM
LOL! You are sweet!
Haha, I'm not not- plus I'm kinda overweight =p lol
I have self-image problems :XD:
Who knows, maybe I will apply for a job there! :)

--
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Seuss
~Aquamarine20:iconAquamarine20: May 18, 2008, 10:03:08 AM
You ARE pretty, what made you think you aren't? You could TOTALLY work at Nordstrom, what's stopping you?
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